Me : And then he got out of the car to ask for my number and creeped me out...
Friend 1 : Should of yelled fire... Next time yell fire.
Friend 2 : And run frantically, but don't yell rape. No one pays attention to rape anymore.
Friend 1 : Yeah, some guy can be getting raped in the asshole and no one will pay attention to rape.
Friend 2 : ..Yell dead babies. If you say that everyone will turn around and worry.. but not if someone yells rape...
Friend 2 : They'll be like 'rape? oh that's their business, who cares!' ..Wow, that's kinda sad...
Friend 1 : Yeah.. that is sad....
Thursday March 29th
where r mah frendssss attt
lul jk I got none,
Wednesday March 28th
The awkward moment when some random guy sees you walking alone and gets out to tell you how cute you are and that it doesn’t matter that I have boyfriend and that I should disregard that and give him my number anyways and then when I refuse to give it to him he calls me mean and says he got out the car just for me, then last but not least I awkwardly walk away.
The fact that you got out of the car is not my fault, sir.
I like those little debates we have when we lay in bed together. Lately, the one I favor most is the one where we discuss how long we’ve been together. I say two years (because clearly I am right), but you say three. It’s not that we don’t know, you always just add on a year every anniversary. I can’t wait till we live together. I want to be able to embrace you whenever I want. It feels as if without you I won’t survive. It’s a frightful to think about, not the part about surviving, but the part of being without you. I’ve became so accustomed to your scent, your laugh, your voice, and the simpleness of such an alluring touch. You’ve opened what used to be a closed up barrier that stood wrapped around you, and with the fear that decayed from the both of us, you’ve managed to unseal things within me that no one else could reach.
i want a little champagne colored cocker spaniel so I can name him Hamlet ;-;
Sunday March 11th
Now that I started thinking, I am completely against tanning and staying in the sun. It’s funny cause I live in Florida and there is always sun no matter where I go, and every time I say I avoid tanning I get looked at funny. I have this strange thing where I like to remain as pale as possible and dye my hair dark colors; I honestly think I look better like that… hmm..
Sunday March 11th
reason why I never find high waisted shorts at thrift stores is because I’m too lazy to try on clothes
Wednesday February 29th
Seeing that lately depression has been hitting me worse than ever, I need to return to a positive outlet rather than commencing with what is, could be, or has been a bad beginning.
This little book right here, I’m gonna try to make it into my little visual diary. I will draw in it, perhaps not every day, but as often as I can. Not only will I draw, but in the back of it I will write something. Maybe a line, maybe two, maybe even a whole story in what those little pages permit. It will serve me as a form of expressing myself the best way I think I can.
Well anyways, wish me luck.
Friday February 3rd
Day 6; 1/15/2012 Something that makes me smile, my Romeo and Juliet.
People that try to make me fat:
Then they tell me I look like I’m gaining weight. -___-
They have a lot in common for people who don’t even speak to each other.
Saturday January 7th
I’m not who I thought I’d turn out to be.
5 years ago, 3 years ago, even 2 years ago.
But I don’t think I have anything to be ashamed of.
when bored, watch porn lol
..and sometimes I just like ripping your clothes off.
Sunday January 1st
Don’t laugh, but at one point in my life I played the drums.
